Friday, May 3, 2013

Final reflection


I had a really basic level knowledge of Superman upon entering this class. I feel that having gone through the class and looking at the philosophy of the character, I've grown in a deeper understanding of the character. 

I didn't have any ideas about Batman change, because I've always known about the majority of the concepts that we'd talk about in class. I had enough background knowledge that was supported by our readings in talking about sidekicks, and more specifically his relationship to Dick Grayson. 

I think I learned the most about myself through our short time discussing the Hulk. How we react to anger is a subject that has interested me for a long time, because we all react in different ways. I think it's interesting to think about what can come out of being angry. In the Hulk's case, anger turns into a world of hurt for whoever pisses him off. I'd say that's pretty much what happens to everyone else, but I think there can be other things to come out of being angry. For example, when I'm angry, I'm able to focus on more complex tasks and become more determined to finish things. 

I think it would have been neat to talk about both Wolverine and Hulk when it came to anger, because it seemed that the angrier they both get, the more someone in their way was bound to be in trouble. I think that it'd be cool to compare both of them, because unlike the Hulk, I would think that something inside Logan might make him feel more remorse than the actual Hulk would.  

I think having the knowledge of what it means to be a superhero, and what those heroes do to go above and beyond plays into the role of being a good citizen. I think out of all of the superheroes we covered in class, I think that Superman is the best citizen. I feel like out of costume and in it he does what is right for everyone and I think that as an alien he works hard to protect his new home.

Monday, April 15, 2013

Reflection 11

Coach tells Thom that he can no longer be on the team for a list of bull$hit reasons ranging from his seizures and the insurance liabilities that could occur to him being "different." The coach had essentially been super judgmental towards Thom. If it'd had been me, all hell would have broken loose. No one deserves to be treated any differently at all despite any situation they might be in. My parents would be the same way, to say that my parents are overprotective is somewhat of an understatement. My parents would literally pounce on anyone who crossed their kids. I was thinking about my experience during the alternative spring break program last year when i was doing the poverty simulation and remembered  how people were told to "treat us like homeless people" and I was so happy to see that those people pretty much told the program leaders to grow up, and that they'd treat anyone the same regardless of class.

Ruth is esstetially saying to Thom that the things he wants won't just fall into his lap, he's got to be proactive and seek out what he desires. I don't wait for happiness to find me, I go out there and get it. I've done too much waiting around for good things to come, so I make them happen for me if that makes any sense. I have taken control of my own happiness.

I think this happens to most people, but not to the exact same caliber as Thom. For Thom, he overcame a lot of obstacles and put those who would judge him to shame in that moment and that's why I think that moment was so important to him. For other people, I think that the experience is a tad different. Everyone likes the recognition that comes with cheers from an entire crowd, and that's what most people gain from times like that.

I don't know that the perfect first kiss is something that actually exists. I think that the awkwardness of the "first move" and the dysfunctional-ness of it all is what makes it feel perfect, but I think that, that depends on the couple. Crushes on famous figures are pretty common, my celeb crushes are mainly on ladies like Zooey Deschanel, Natalie Portman, Emily Blunt, etc. All B-E-A-utiful actresses. I think we have these crushes because the idea of having a relationship with your crush can provide an escape, just like comics.


I finished the book today, and if you haven't yet, all I can say is holy moly! 

Monday, April 8, 2013

Reflection #10

Let me start my blog by saying, Holy WATCHMEN! What a read that was! I remember Dr. H saying how much analyzing could be done on just a few panels. With how long and detailed the comic is, I wonder what it would be like to sit there and analyze the entire thing. I'm sure it would be super intense! I can't say I've ever been a huge fan of the Watchmen, nor did I read the comic before this class, my first experience was the midnight premiere of the movie that came out a few years ago. The group of friends I went with had all been crazy about the watchmen, a kind of nerd crush on them. They were determined to see it no matter what, and although we had the means to get to theatre, getting into the R rated movie was going to be an epic challenge on it's own. The first R rated movie I ever snuck into, and I was freaking out the entire time because I was so nervous. The movie was good, but reading the comic was way better! It was a long comic, but it was so good! Every panel was just like a movie and I couldn't wait to get to the next page.

So, here's a question for all of you for that play video games. why is it that all "evil" characters are way more badass, or stronger than the heroes? This question was sparked from when some brothers of mine and myself were playing Playstation All Stars Battle Royale, a Super Smash Bros. rip off, where all the PS superheroes and some villains fight each other. I noticed that all the evil characters are way stronger than the good ones. If good is supposed to always win, why do these characters seem to put the hurt down no matter what?

Going off that, after the Real Life Superheroes lesson I thought about what if there were real life super-villains? Like i know gang related violence and other things are a the villains of the real world, but is there anyone that claims to have superpowers and uses it for evil? That was just one of the many crazy ideas I had about that documentary.

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Reflection #9

If I were to make a costume to go out and realistically fight crime, I'd want something that could be taken seriously by adults but still serve as a symbol to children to look up too. The heroes from the documentary I would use as inspiration for my costume would probably be Life and Dark Guardian. I'd wear something that could be considered street clothes, and a simple mask that would just cover the upper half of my face. I'd want to conceal some of my identity, but at the same time not make me come off as menacing or a danger to society. I wouldn't have any martial arts experience or anything like that, because I've never been one to get those experiences.
If I were to be like the real life superheroes I'd want to be a role model for troubled kids in my hometown. I'm sure as with most poverty stricken neighborhoods, there is always some kind of trouble that young people can find themselves in. Gangs, drug abuse, alcohol abuse, and/or some sort of violence. In the neighborhood I grew up in all of those things were present. Gang violence was above all the worst part of my neighborhood; we had guns going off, houses getting broken into and even as far as people getting shot just for looking at someone the wrong way. If it was up to me I'd want to help kids choose an alternative to these sorts of paths and figure out a way to succeed and not turn to gang related violence or other issues.
I think I identify with Dark Guardian the most. He wasn't afraid to run into a park with a megaphone and call out any drug dealer in his neighborhood. Life is another hero I'd identify with as well, because he cares about certain key people in his neighborhood and makes sure that they are okay. They aren't afraid to do it, of course, they still have some fears but it isn't crippling to the point where they won't do anything.

Monday, March 25, 2013

Reflection # 8

I don't know that I've ever faced a situation where I have pushed the limits of what I believe or anything  like Kyle did, but I can tell a story of when I reacted out of pure emotion.
It's going to sound silly, but here it goes. I participated in the Alternative Spring Break trip last year in Kentucky. It was a poverty simulation, and immersed the five of us who went into the lives of those who truly live in poverty. Although we were always in a safe environment and never in any real situations that would affect our health, we were going through some of the same emotions one living in those conditions would feel. The fourth day of the trip is when everyone (including myself) had their breaking point and were just so frustrated and angry that we all had separate miniature freakouts. I felt all this anger building up, and I knew it wouldn't do me any good to hit anyone or anything, so I threw my bottle of water in a fit of rage across the room and broke it against a door. ( I told you this would sound silly.) As soon as it broke against the wall and my anger was released, i felt immediately guilty. Of course I didn't feel sorry for the person who had upset me to my breaking point, but it wasn't their facility and I went and cleaned up the mess I had made. It felt good though, to have that breaking point and just let out all of the negative emotions that had built up over the course of that week. I don't know if that makes any sense or not, or even properly answers the question.

I think the most important difference that the two experiences have are how those people are treated. The social exclusion that Beast, Nightcrawler, and other mutants like them face are only because of the way people judge them. Beast and Nightcrawler especially are arguably the nicest and most caring mutants, but because people judge them before getting to know that side of them those that judge will never know the compassion that the two share. I can't really think of how they'd be similar other than the fact that they share a home and the fact that they all have a mutation that makes them different. Now with all of that being said, I can remember when I have been judged or when I have judged others based on their looks or some other characteristic. I think that the comics or any other medium that people interact with the x-men can really show how to accept that being different is okay, and for those that judge others, interacting with these mediums can show how people that we assume are different than us aren't actually that different after all.

I don't have a mutant that I identify with, but I know that if i had a mutation, depending on what it is, I don't think I'd want the cure. If i had a power like Rogue, I would definitely take it though. I don't think I could live with a mutation like that, not being able to touch another person without killing them? No thank you.

Monday, March 18, 2013

Reflection #7

I've never been very good at meditating, so when I read the first part of the assignment for this blog post I thought I was going to be in a little bit of trouble. I'm constantly running around campus and barely have time to myself at the end of the day. Even when I'm home, I'm almost never home. So, I was pretty surprised at how easy it was to sit and meditate since I don't practice it often. In both exercises I found that I was extremely more relaxed when focusing on my breathing, anything else that came to my mind went away with a little effort to make it so. I've now thought a lot more about incorporating meditation into my life, especially during stressful weeks. Rev. Teri Ott does meditation group meetings every friday at 4, and since I'm on the email list for that I think I might join in. That would be really enlightening and might help me stay on track to meditate regularly.

It's really weird thinking about my friendships in the Aristotelian terms. In high school and the younger years i think I'd have to say i had friendships of pleasure. Now I'd say it's probably a mixture of Utility and Pleasure. I never needed much of anything from my friends when I was young, I mostly just wanted to be around kids my own age. Now I look to build networks with anyone and everyone I meet. It seems life is all about who you know now, so the friendship of utility definitely comes into play here.

I don't know if any of my friendships could evolve into a friendship of virtue, the one concept I don't quite understand is how I would determine if my friends and I were equals or not. I'm not saying I'm higher or lower than them, but I just don't know how that would work I guess.


Sunday, March 3, 2013

Reflection #6

I'm going to start off by saying this is probably one of my favorite topics to talk about. My friends and I were pretty crazy as little kids and we had no limit to our imaginations.

As kids we spent the majority at one particular friend's house. It was pretty awesome because to us the house was a mansion, as he came from a more affluent family than anyone else in the group. We essentially turned every floor in the house into a different battleground as we created our own superhero identities and our powers, as clever kids as we were we usually made our powers up on the spot to beat out all the others playing with us. After awhile we took our after school adventures to school during our recess. We created the ultimate adventure on the playground, most of the time it was a "save the princess" game where we all attempted to either capture or save the princess who was almost always our love interest at the time. The one time that I was suppose to save the princess, I used a "secret passage way" (really a break in the playground equipment) to sneak in to the "jail" where our friend was being held hostage and sneak right back out. Ultimately, I was probably the coolest kid on the playground that day for using this magic break in the equipment to complete our game. It was the coolest day ever.

I'd like to think that I am still as creative as I was back when I was a little kid. I work at a mexican restaurant when I am back in my hometown, and my creativeness came through in how I managed to do multiple jobs at once. I would serve food, clean tables, and grab refills all in the matter of a few minutes. Sundays were our "hell day" as we had an all day buffet set up. This was probably the busiest day of the week and there was hardly ever a moment for rest. Clearing plates off tables (and doing other customer service related tasks) became somewhat of a strategy game for me. I would plan out my way through the restaurant grabbing plates, filling drinks, and cleaning tables. I would try to do it all before returning back into the kitchen. I would get into the zone, and make it as creative as possible.

The superhero that I'd like to discuss as far as creativeness to solve an issue is Tony Stark in the movie Iron Man 2. Throughout the movie we learn that Tony is being poisoned by the device that keeps him alive. In order to fight off the villain of the movie and keep himself alive he had to essentially build a new element to power his arc reactor and then was ultimately able to beat the bad guy.